After a long while

It's been after a long while that i have not write anything on my blog.

I'm running out of creativity for my writing or my life. Things has been the same and it seems like i couldn't do anything about it anymore.

Sometime i just feel tired. Maybe people think I'm not sensitive enough to sense changes around me, but i do, it's just a fact that i try to oversee it so that i could live my life happier, it's just a way i could live my life happier after all that have happen, it's just the only way i feel less tired of thinking of the whole conflict and stuff behind it.

Times have pass and a new year lie upon me. I'm glad that i have a lot of people remembering my birthday and a lot of people have send their best wishes to me, THANK YOU. A lot of people celebrated it for me, maybe not the conventional way, but THANK YOU to you too.

A lot of thoughts have troubled me over the pass few days, mainly on what should i do for the coming years and problems that i must solved.

Am I living my life to the fullest, in my understanding YES. I've do what i can to gain the most out of everything, although I am not 100% satisfied with the outcome but still advancement.

Hope that i come out of my blockage soon...

你知道吗？

每当电话的铃声又响起。
每当听着你的声音在我耳边。
每当你的呼吸暖暖的落在我身上。

我很庆辛我还在你的身边。

可你有否珍惜过。
我一而再，再而三的说了，现在的好不是理所当然。
我深怕真的有哪一天的到来。

我不再听你的撒娇。
我不再迁就你。
我不再是你的柴可夫司机。
我不再关心你。

可能我真的累了。
可能我还没从过去的伤复原。
可能我真的厌倦了这种无名无份的日子。
可能我已厌倦了你。

我开始不懂你的想法。
我开始不懂你的思想。
我开始不懂你的温柔。
或者又始至终我跟本不了解你。

我的第一个华语部落格

可能我一路以来都觉得没有必要用这么麻烦的方法来写一篇部落格吧。

可我今天用了我一路以来觉得最麻烦的方法来写。

HOME sweet HOME

I do not know why i keep coming back after a while to post a blog here... I know very little or no one read my blog from here since it's so damn dull compared with others...

Maybe it's a feel of being back home... Somewhere which i started my passion for writing for no reasons, writing for just the sake of writing something out... Some outbreak of creativity maybe...

Still haven't gone in the mood in continuing my unfinished story... Now i know why some writer take years to write a novel, esspecially good, unique and none repeatitive ones... May i could finish the story one day and get someone's notice and help me to compile and publish it...

Here i come again....

It's been a long time since I post here, have been writing in another blog... But it's tonight a sudden feel makes me post a new entry here again... I started a new life, really a new one... But still i have an unfinish story here that I would like to continue one day...

It's been two months and 16 days and counting, things settle down a lot and i start to walk straight...

Dear, you shown me light in my darkest hours,
You gave me hope when all have perish,
You give me love when i am all out of it,
You brought me up when i fell so deep.
Thank you for what you've done,
Thank you for you.

Thank you... Dear...

It's been quite sometime since my last post... Ain't being posting as frequent as before...

A little recap of what happen last weekend... I did something some would call me crazy... So call me nuts... I took a one day trip which total consist of over 600km drive to KUANTAN... Did a lot of thinking during the drive there... But by the time I was driving back to KL it was all worth it...

I drove all the way there to meet someone... That one person which make the whole tiring drive worth it... We meet each other and went to the beautiful beach of KUANTAN... The beach was one of the best beach u could find in PENINSULAR MALAYSIA, but she, the one I drove all the way there to meet made it perfect... We have a walk on the beach and joked around... It's really been sometime that I haven't been this happy... Everything just seems to click and snap together so well...

I send her home by the end of the day and drove back to kl myself with a lil extra...

Dear... This part is totally for you... I do not know how long could all this last but I really do appreciate to have you coming into my life... To be honest, I wasn't so sure that driving down to KUANTAN was the right choice that day when i am on the highway, but it seems that i really made a right choice this time...

Dear
You're an angel send by god,
Bringing the smile and laughter back to my life.
You're the person to brighten up my day,
You're the person that make me broken heart nomore.
I am really happy that you have came into my life,
Let's appreciate on everyday we have and try to make things last.
Dear, piggy heart you lots lots lots...

Happy... Hehehe...

Cold cold cold....

I am doing this post at somewhere ultimate cold.... Genting... Had nothing to do here... No point betting, won't win....

Pretty much busy lately... Ain't got time to post up that often as before... New things coming up... A lot of big plan happening for me....

I have just got a few great albums... Two from yeah yeah yeahs... Pretty much into the mood for some psychedelic rock nowadays... The drug tongue voice sounds superb....

Genting is so damn cold... Make my mind so messed up... Couldn't think straight, couldn't think right....