After a long while

It's been after a long while that i have not write anything on my blog.

I'm running out of creativity for my writing or my life. Things has been the same and it seems like i couldn't do anything about it anymore.

Sometime i just feel tired. Maybe people think I'm not sensitive enough to sense changes around me, but i do, it's just a fact that i try to oversee it so that i could live my life happier, it's just a way i could live my life happier after all that have happen, it's just the only way i feel less tired of thinking of the whole conflict and stuff behind it.

Times have pass and a new year lie upon me. I'm glad that i have a lot of people remembering my birthday and a lot of people have send their best wishes to me, THANK YOU. A lot of people celebrated it for me, maybe not the conventional way, but THANK YOU to you too.

A lot of thoughts have troubled me over the pass few days, mainly on what should i do for the coming years and problems that i must solved.

Am I living my life to the fullest, in my understanding YES. I've do what i can to gain the most out of everything, although I am not 100% satisfied with the outcome but still advancement.

Hope that i come out of my blockage soon...

你知道吗？

每当电话的铃声又响起。
每当听着你的声音在我耳边。
每当你的呼吸暖暖的落在我身上。

我很庆辛我还在你的身边。

可你有否珍惜过。
我一而再，再而三的说了，现在的好不是理所当然。
我深怕真的有哪一天的到来。

我不再听你的撒娇。
我不再迁就你。
我不再是你的柴可夫司机。
我不再关心你。

可能我真的累了。
可能我还没从过去的伤复原。
可能我真的厌倦了这种无名无份的日子。
可能我已厌倦了你。

我开始不懂你的想法。
我开始不懂你的思想。
我开始不懂你的温柔。
或者又始至终我跟本不了解你。

我的第一个华语部落格

可能我一路以来都觉得没有必要用这么麻烦的方法来写一篇部落格吧。

可我今天用了我一路以来觉得最麻烦的方法来写。