After a long while

It's been after a long while that i have not write anything on my blog.

I'm running out of creativity for my writing or my life. Things has been the same and it seems like i couldn't do anything about it anymore.

Sometime i just feel tired. Maybe people think I'm not sensitive enough to sense changes around me, but i do, it's just a fact that i try to oversee it so that i could live my life happier, it's just a way i could live my life happier after all that have happen, it's just the only way i feel less tired of thinking of the whole conflict and stuff behind it.

Times have pass and a new year lie upon me. I'm glad that i have a lot of people remembering my birthday and a lot of people have send their best wishes to me, THANK YOU. A lot of people celebrated it for me, maybe not the conventional way, but THANK YOU to you too.

A lot of thoughts have troubled me over the pass few days, mainly on what should i do for the coming years and problems that i must solved.

Am I living my life to the fullest, in my understanding YES. I've do what i can to gain the most out of everything, although I am not 100% satisfied with the outcome but still advancement.

Hope that i come out of my blockage soon...