Dedicated to you... The only you...

I never wrote a post dedicated to anyone... All my last post was mainly on how i felt for this few days... I am gonna break my rules for once... And i hope the person i dedicate this to would read it and hope that this could change her mind... I would now disclose her name here just to be fair to her...

I dunno how all this could have happen in just one day... I questioned myself... I know i hurt you that day, i should've believe you, trusted you but I didn't... Is this all because of a misunderstanding, then please let us have the chance to make things right... I didn't want to leave that day, but i couldn't stay, I have pressures and you didn't ask me to stay...

If you think i don't trust you enough, then i'll change, I won't check your phones, your mails, or your friend circles... If you think i haven't been giving you enough space that you can hang out with your fren, then i am sorry, i don't have my space too but i promise i'll let u have yours, you'll just have to inform... If you think we didn't spend enough time together, then i'll try to find you as often as i can... If you think i don't have a bright future, then i'll show you my efforts, my efforts in taking the chances my dad give me... If you think we don't go out as often, i promise you we'll go out to places at least twice a month... If you think i don't buy you enough stuff then i'll try to save up and try to give you whatever you want... If you think i wasn't honest enough or i didn't plan for our futures, then please give me one more chance to share all my darkest secret and my plans i have made for two of us...

I shouldn't accussed you for going out with another guy. I shouldn't have speak heavy words to you, I shouldn't have ask you back for the phone(i just wanted to see you again, that's why i ask you for the phone), I shouldn't have complaint about bathing the hamster... I regretted and i promise and i swear to you i will change to become a better person for you...

I hope that you bite me and scratch me when you're mad at me... I don't mind if you bite blodds and flesh out of me... i just hope you forgive me... Beat me, slap me and scold me if u want, as long as you can forgive me for my mistakes...

Please give me one more chance, please give me one more chance to make this relationship works, please give me one more chance to share a dream and future with you...

If you would ask me how much i love you, I would say i loved you with all my life and soul... If you would would ask me how much i miss you, I would say i miss you so much that when i don't see you or hear your voice, seconds pass like days, minutes pass like weeks, hours pass like years, days pass like centuries... I know that you haven't totally give up too... Please give me a chance and i'll prove everything is as i promised...