It seems like it's been raining quite frequently... Things have gone from bad to worst... Always like the rain... It has a lot of sweet memories... It always has been... Not now, not this time of the year... The same time, the same rain, but it felt like pieces of blade cutting through my heart... Every single drop sounds like a bulldozer over my brain...
Been woken up by my worst nightmare again... Force myself to take a couple hour more rest... Yes rest is all i need... The best dream kept me sleeping... Never want to wake up... Please prolong the dream... Keep me in comma... Keep me wide asleep... I don't want it to end...
Feeling ultra bad again... Never worst... Why can't time do it's job, why can't i just move on... Why did the sickness hit me again... Why does it hurts more...
Maybe i wasn't buying you small gifts, maybe i didn't call as often, maybe i was angry coz i was pist off... Maybe all that happens because i was in deep shit before and i am recovering, maybe i need to work late and time wasn't enough, maybe i still do care a lot...
God please turn back time, god please amend my mistakes, god please give me more time, god please give me more live, god please send me my angel, god please damned me for being bad, god please give me one more chance...
I couldn't move on, couldn't move on without that one person... If rains would bring me memories, i hope those who have memories there share the same moment, i hope rain would pour and people will remember all their memories and cherish it for every moment...
Rainy days reminds me of you,
Rainy days reminds me of times,
If one day rain shall dry, my love for you will cry...
May rainy days bring the best lover together, may the rain bless you with your best luck, may the rain give you your best strength, may your love ends at the day rain is dry...
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