Thursday, April 26, 2007

Counting seconds

Time ticks by, seconds by seconds, by the time you figure it out, it's been day and still time doesn't go backway, my life still move on... Did i move on or just my body moving... Life wasn't easy... Trying to find things to do... Trying to numb my brain...

Numb was a good word, getting numb is the best thing in the world... Feel no pain, feel no thing, feel nothing at all...

My body is tired, my mind is tired, my soul is tired... God please show your miracle, if this is one time i wanted to see a miracle, it's now... Not then, not before, but just now...

Been into a lot of music to settle my mood lately... Never heard a song so deep before... Never set my mind in such a trance state when i am sober before... Wanna give it up to new genre... Never accept so many of new things... Trying to accept changes in life...

I hope nothings changes... Never change, i dun like adapting to new things... Makes me feel strange, makes me feel uncomfortable, makes me different... Makes me a total stranger...

I don't want to be the stranger in the city, i don't want to be a stranger in my mind....

God make things never change, not like the way i hated it...

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