It been a lot of days, I thought the pain will be less... But something tripped me again today... Nothing changes not even the pain... I thought the time has work its magic, but it seems not... I even thought nothing could hurt me no more, but i was wrong...
A lot of ideas came through my head... All so messed up and jammed... The ideas seems right but mixed up together to make me feel wrong... Am i going mad... Not yet, coz when i start to blog it seems that thing went to the right place...
The pain is still killing me, I can't deny it... I didn't know have the special someone received my dedication of words and thought... Do any one have a emotional pain killer or maybe some method of emotional pain killing that work effectively and effeciently... Emotional pain killer please...
Have a great idea of a inspiring short story... I would post it up when i finished it... Do show some support and if u find it interesting reccommend it to your friends... With all your support i will come out with more interesting stories to be shared...
Really thinking bout a writing kind of job... Do drop me a line if u know any great oppurtunities... I will try and if failed i will try again... That's me, when i choose a path i fight hard and struggle hard to reach the very end of the path...
My muiz is still in singapore i think, hope you enjoy your time there... Kinda miss her coz haven't been chatting with her for a while... Hope she is fine and emotionally fine...
One of my best fren is moving somewhere... Hardly gonna see her online again, that's what she told me... So i am going to say thank you for accompanying me when i am at my deepest, darkest sorrow... Will gonna miss your crazy words... Miss you my best biatchs...
Gonna get myself some soothing music later at home... I need to calm my mind again so i can think real straight... If i would overcome all this and maybe more, I would grow up to be a Man, a great man i shall be then...
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