Hate it...

I don't know what have gone into me... I hate driving alone now... I was of buying some stuff for my mom just now and I was driving alone, it was since I step on the accelerator there is this sour feeling building up inside me... It's a feeling that make me lost my concentration to drive... Or maybe it's the silence in the car, I didn't know the reason and I don't know why... But at this point I really hate driving alone by myself... Please could anyone come up with a great solution for me... Can anyone help me... I couldn't so on myself... Could someone just bonk it in my head and make me lost my memory... I think people will be happier if they could delete the things they wouldn't like... Oh please god, erase my memory... I rather be in coma for the whole life... Please save me...